SOOOOOOOO much of this resonates *HARD*... 😣😣😣 [[HUGE CYBER-GRIZZLYHUGS]] I, too, find a lot of the "Oh no, this lockdown has been sooooooo tough! My 20 BFFs and I have only been able to get away to Ibiza\[tropical Bear\Circuit event] a HANDFUL of times!" stuff naturally toxic & infuriating, but -- strangely but unsurprisingly, at the same time -- rekindled a lot of those old "I want to be an A-List Bear too!" feelings. I've had a few online friends do the smash & dash (( "It's all your fault! You're so needy!" [mic drop, unfollow, block] )) and a few more who just did the old "vanish & unfollow\block" routine I'm familiar with online. I'm sorry this has all stirred up your old demons of "Did I *ever* fit in?" again... 😣😣😣
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Date: 2022-01-26 08:50 pm (UTC)SOOOOOOOO much of this resonates *HARD*... 😣😣😣 [[HUGE CYBER-GRIZZLYHUGS]] I, too, find a lot of the "Oh no, this lockdown has been sooooooo tough! My 20 BFFs and I have only been able to get away to Ibiza\[tropical Bear\Circuit event] a HANDFUL of times!" stuff naturally toxic & infuriating, but -- strangely but unsurprisingly, at the same time -- rekindled a lot of those old "I want to be an A-List Bear too!" feelings. I've had a few online friends do the smash & dash (( "It's all your fault! You're so needy!" [mic drop, unfollow, block] )) and a few more who just did the old "vanish & unfollow\block" routine I'm familiar with online. I'm sorry this has all stirred up your old demons of "Did I *ever* fit in?" again... 😣😣😣