Apr. 2nd, 2007

fingertrouble: (Default)
Once there was a man
who had a little too much time on his hands
he never stopped to think that he was getting older.
When his night came to an end
He tried to grasp for his last friend and pretend
That he could wish himself health on a four-leaf clover

He said is this the return to Oz?
The grass is dead, the gold is brown and the sky has claws
There's a wind-up man walking round and round
What once was Emerald City is now a crystal town

Its three o' clock in the morning
You get a phone call from the queen with a hundred heads
She says that they're all dead
She tried the last one on
It couldn't speak, fell off
And now she just wanders the halls
Thinking nothing, thinking nothing at all

She says is this the return to Oz?
The grass is dead, the gold is brown and the sky has claws
There's a wind-up man walking round and round
What once was Emerald City is now a crystal town

The wheelies are cutting pavement
and the Skeksis at the rave meant
to hide deep inside
their sunken faces
and their wild, rolling eyes
But their callous words reveal
That they can no longer feel
Love or sex appeal
The patchwork girl has come to cinch the deal

To return to Oz we've fled the world
With smiles and clenching jaws
Please help me friend from coming down
I've lost my place and now it can't be found
Is this the return to Oz?
The grass is dead, the gold is brown and the sky has claws
There's a wind-up man walking round and round
What once was Emerald City is now a crystal town

Yes of course you probably know it's Return to Oz by the Scissor Sisters - but I don't know of a better critique of modern gay culture, especially clubbing - there is a certain eternal childlike quality to gay men, it's worrying as well as comforting. To 'grow up' is to lose a certain attitude to the world, become bitter or deadened by the world of children, cars, houses and marriage and lose the wonders of sex, new experiences, drugs, beauty and art...to lose that innocence by having to become a real 'daddy'; for someone else to have those experiences you have to relinquish your own.

But when those experiences are chemical or self-hurting, is that exploration or self-destruction? Or escape rather than dealing with the world? I find it interesting quite a few gay venues still have no windows here, or frosted windows...let's hide, the world might go away.

Just a thought.



P.S. Wheelies in the lyric intrigues me - it's that really a Chorlton and the Wheelies reference? If so how did Baby Daddy & Jake et al hear of them? Did they show it in the US? EDIT - they mean Wheelers not Wheelies, I guess. Alhough I think the lyric is making allusions to Alice in Wonderland too, with the Queen, maybe?
fingertrouble: (timbearcub moody shot)
Once there was a man
who had a little too much time on his hands
he never stopped to think that he was getting older.
When his night came to an end
He tried to grasp for his last friend and pretend
That he could wish himself health on a four-leaf clover

He said is this the return to Oz?
The grass is dead, the gold is brown and the sky has claws
There's a wind-up man walking round and round
What once was Emerald City is now a crystal town

Its three o' clock in the morning
You get a phone call from the queen with a hundred heads
She says that they're all dead
She tried the last one on
It couldn't speak, fell off
And now she just wanders the halls
Thinking nothing, thinking nothing at all

She says is this the return to Oz?
The grass is dead, the gold is brown and the sky has claws
There's a wind-up man walking round and round
What once was Emerald City is now a crystal town

The wheelies are cutting pavement
and the Skeksis at the rave meant
to hide deep inside
their sunken faces
and their wild, rolling eyes
But their callous words reveal
That they can no longer feel
Love or sex appeal
The patchwork girl has come to cinch the deal

To return to Oz we've fled the world
With smiles and clenching jaws
Please help me friend from coming down
I've lost my place and now it can't be found
Is this the return to Oz?
The grass is dead, the gold is brown and the sky has claws
There's a wind-up man walking round and round
What once was Emerald City is now a crystal town

Yes of course you probably know it's Return to Oz by the Scissor Sisters - but I don't know of a better critique of modern gay culture, especially clubbing - there is a certain eternal childlike quality to gay men, it's worrying as well as comforting. To 'grow up' is to lose a certain attitude to the world, become bitter or deadened by the world of children, cars, houses and marriage and lose the wonders of sex, new experiences, drugs, beauty and art...to lose that innocence by having to become a real 'daddy'; for someone else to have those experiences you have to relinquish your own.

But when those experiences are chemical or self-hurting, is that exploration or self-destruction? Or escape rather than dealing with the world? I find it interesting quite a few gay venues still have no windows here, or frosted windows...let's hide, the world might go away.

Just a thought.



P.S. Wheelies in the lyric intrigues me - it's that really a Chorlton and the Wheelies reference? If so how did Baby Daddy & Jake et al hear of them? Did they show it in the US? EDIT - they mean Wheelers not Wheelies, I guess. Alhough I think the lyric is making allusions to Alice in Wonderland too, with the Queen, maybe?
fingertrouble: (timbearcub moody shot)
Once there was a man
who had a little too much time on his hands
he never stopped to think that he was getting older.
When his night came to an end
He tried to grasp for his last friend and pretend
That he could wish himself health on a four-leaf clover

He said is this the return to Oz?
The grass is dead, the gold is brown and the sky has claws
There's a wind-up man walking round and round
What once was Emerald City is now a crystal town

Its three o' clock in the morning
You get a phone call from the queen with a hundred heads
She says that they're all dead
She tried the last one on
It couldn't speak, fell off
And now she just wanders the halls
Thinking nothing, thinking nothing at all

She says is this the return to Oz?
The grass is dead, the gold is brown and the sky has claws
There's a wind-up man walking round and round
What once was Emerald City is now a crystal town

The wheelies are cutting pavement
and the Skeksis at the rave meant
to hide deep inside
their sunken faces
and their wild, rolling eyes
But their callous words reveal
That they can no longer feel
Love or sex appeal
The patchwork girl has come to cinch the deal

To return to Oz we've fled the world
With smiles and clenching jaws
Please help me friend from coming down
I've lost my place and now it can't be found
Is this the return to Oz?
The grass is dead, the gold is brown and the sky has claws
There's a wind-up man walking round and round
What once was Emerald City is now a crystal town

Yes of course you probably know it's Return to Oz by the Scissor Sisters - but I don't know of a better critique of modern gay culture, especially clubbing - there is a certain eternal childlike quality to gay men, it's worrying as well as comforting. To 'grow up' is to lose a certain attitude to the world, become bitter or deadened by the world of children, cars, houses and marriage and lose the wonders of sex, new experiences, drugs, beauty and art...to lose that innocence by having to become a real 'daddy'; for someone else to have those experiences you have to relinquish your own.

But when those experiences are chemical or self-hurting, is that exploration or self-destruction? Or escape rather than dealing with the world? I find it interesting quite a few gay venues still have no windows here, or frosted windows...let's hide, the world might go away.

Just a thought.



P.S. Wheelies in the lyric intrigues me - it's that really a Chorlton and the Wheelies reference? If so how did Baby Daddy & Jake et al hear of them? Did they show it in the US? EDIT - they mean Wheelers not Wheelies, I guess. Alhough I think the lyric is making allusions to Alice in Wonderland too, with the Queen, maybe?

Crap...

Apr. 2nd, 2007 01:37 pm
fingertrouble: (Default)
.Net magazine has just gone into the next issue - I was told on the 29th so unlikely I could have gotten issue 161 anyway. So trying to order it through back issue...looking at the website can you see a way to order back issues? Me neither...how crap.

At least it gives me the opportunity to email them and try and wangle a free copy. I mean I should do since I was featured and all...

On the upside Applecare are collecting my iPod in the next few days.

Crap...

Apr. 2nd, 2007 01:37 pm
fingertrouble: (Radio Clash Podcast from a Pirate Satell)
.Net magazine has just gone into the next issue - I was told on the 29th so unlikely I could have gotten issue 161 anyway. So trying to order it through back issue...looking at the website can you see a way to order back issues? Me neither...how crap.

At least it gives me the opportunity to email them and try and wangle a free copy. I mean I should do since I was featured and all...

On the upside Applecare are collecting my iPod in the next few days.

Crap...

Apr. 2nd, 2007 01:37 pm
fingertrouble: (Radio Clash Podcast from a Pirate Satell)
.Net magazine has just gone into the next issue - I was told on the 29th so unlikely I could have gotten issue 161 anyway. So trying to order it through back issue...looking at the website can you see a way to order back issues? Me neither...how crap.

At least it gives me the opportunity to email them and try and wangle a free copy. I mean I should do since I was featured and all...

On the upside Applecare are collecting my iPod in the next few days.
fingertrouble: (Default)
Avoid if you don't want to read a long stroppy multipoint rant/HOWL...

1) I have no heat or hot water, it's been off and on over the last 4 days and the landlord hasnt sorted it out (I called twice). Lukewarm dribble showers and not being able to wash up properly when cooking with raw chicken is not only not fun, it's dangerous!

2) I left my expenses til the last minute and now I can only charge upto a week's worth of pay by sending all my receipts 1st class to my managed limited company - I have to sort this out tonight. Oh lucky me.

3) I'm being taxed 10% more from the end of this week. Oh lucky me.

4) My iPod is fucked, and will be gone for at least two weeks later this week. I'd guess more from friends experiences, or some argument  but who knows...I'm hoping Applecare doesn't suck

5) Work is still stressful

6) Not happy with the podcast. Last one didn't seem to work and only a few people want to listen live despite badgering from me - thinking of cancelling that to save money. I can't at the moment schedule days anyway, (not for something I'm not being paid to do - fuck that) and I think you have to be a lot bigger before a lot of people do listen to a stream.

7) The place still stinks of smoke after I wrecked a saucepan burning some rice over the weekend forgetting to turn it down when I popped out. And having the window open makes it colder (see #1)

8) Couldn't find this frigging .Net magazine and they don't answer emails. How switched on they are...

9) My newly diagnosed exzema or however the fuck you spell it is going nuts

10) I need a cuddle and it's miles away

11) I'm 34 in 3 weeks time

12) Supposed to DJ tonight in Second Life to the usual few people, and not only can I not be fucked I've got very little idea of what to play...I might cancel.*

AAAARGHHHHHH.

But hey I still have my health and sanity...but for how long?


* This is not to guilt-trip those here who do listen - eternal love goes out to those ppl, I never forget those who do support me on things like that, in SL or the RC night. Thanks. I just wish there were more of you *hugs*
fingertrouble: (angry witches hat)
Avoid if you don't want to read a long stroppy multipoint rant/HOWL...

1) I have no heat or hot water, it's been off and on over the last 4 days and the landlord hasnt sorted it out (I called twice). Lukewarm dribble showers and not being able to wash up properly when cooking with raw chicken is not only not fun, it's dangerous!

2) I left my expenses til the last minute and now I can only charge upto a week's worth of pay by sending all my receipts 1st class to my managed limited company - I have to sort this out tonight. Oh lucky me.

3) I'm being taxed 10% more from the end of this week. Oh lucky me.

4) My iPod is fucked, and will be gone for at least two weeks later this week. I'd guess more from friends experiences, or some argument  but who knows...I'm hoping Applecare doesn't suck

5) Work is still stressful

6) Not happy with the podcast. Last one didn't seem to work and only a few people want to listen live despite badgering from me - thinking of cancelling that to save money. I can't at the moment schedule days anyway, (not for something I'm not being paid to do - fuck that) and I think you have to be a lot bigger before a lot of people do listen to a stream.

7) The place still stinks of smoke after I wrecked a saucepan burning some rice over the weekend forgetting to turn it down when I popped out. And having the window open makes it colder (see #1)

8) Couldn't find this frigging .Net magazine and they don't answer emails. How switched on they are...

9) My newly diagnosed exzema or however the fuck you spell it is going nuts

10) I need a cuddle and it's miles away

11) I'm 34 in 3 weeks time

12) Supposed to DJ tonight in Second Life to the usual few people, and not only can I not be fucked I've got very little idea of what to play...I might cancel.*

AAAARGHHHHHH.

But hey I still have my health and sanity...but for how long?


* This is not to guilt-trip those here who do listen - eternal love goes out to those ppl, I never forget those who do support me on things like that, in SL or the RC night. Thanks. I just wish there were more of you *hugs*
fingertrouble: (angry witches hat)
Avoid if you don't want to read a long stroppy multipoint rant/HOWL...

1) I have no heat or hot water, it's been off and on over the last 4 days and the landlord hasnt sorted it out (I called twice). Lukewarm dribble showers and not being able to wash up properly when cooking with raw chicken is not only not fun, it's dangerous!

2) I left my expenses til the last minute and now I can only charge upto a week's worth of pay by sending all my receipts 1st class to my managed limited company - I have to sort this out tonight. Oh lucky me.

3) I'm being taxed 10% more from the end of this week. Oh lucky me.

4) My iPod is fucked, and will be gone for at least two weeks later this week. I'd guess more from friends experiences, or some argument  but who knows...I'm hoping Applecare doesn't suck

5) Work is still stressful

6) Not happy with the podcast. Last one didn't seem to work and only a few people want to listen live despite badgering from me - thinking of cancelling that to save money. I can't at the moment schedule days anyway, (not for something I'm not being paid to do - fuck that) and I think you have to be a lot bigger before a lot of people do listen to a stream.

7) The place still stinks of smoke after I wrecked a saucepan burning some rice over the weekend forgetting to turn it down when I popped out. And having the window open makes it colder (see #1)

8) Couldn't find this frigging .Net magazine and they don't answer emails. How switched on they are...

9) My newly diagnosed exzema or however the fuck you spell it is going nuts

10) I need a cuddle and it's miles away

11) I'm 34 in 3 weeks time

12) Supposed to DJ tonight in Second Life to the usual few people, and not only can I not be fucked I've got very little idea of what to play...I might cancel.*

AAAARGHHHHHH.

But hey I still have my health and sanity...but for how long?


* This is not to guilt-trip those here who do listen - eternal love goes out to those ppl, I never forget those who do support me on things like that, in SL or the RC night. Thanks. I just wish there were more of you *hugs*

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