I appreciate that, and we all have our reasons. I like reading your posts. I'm glad people are back, just had to explain why I might be really wary.

Losing so much, I can't really afford to lose again, if that makes sense?

Weirdly this is one of the few places I can explain that...it seems too self-indulgent in other spaces. So I get that need, to share personal things.

I almost titled this "Where Are We Now?" after the Bowie track, which I suspect you will appreciate, because that's basically my question with every interaction, because I just don't know anymore where I stand with most people. Especially those from my past, that knew K, that knew the old me.